Now I know what's the meaning of being a normal undergraduate.
Not to be free of heavy work load or packed schedule, but to be away from family financial problem.
Yes, I understand you do not want to be bothered with all these problems.
Yes, I understand you depend a lot on me.
Yes, I understand you are not blaming me.
Yes, I understand you have other problems to deal with.
As though I like to be bothered with all these huh?
I do not want to take charge. I do not want to be depended, at least not by you.
We're not losing a life now, what's the point of yelling and making everyone frustrated?
Its just such a simple small problem.
You still haven't change after all these years.
The devil is still there. Get rid of it, I beg you.