Exactly one more week and it shall end, with glory, hopefully.
The revision weekS has been really too long and it defitnitely has gone into the diminishing return theory.
2 more papers to go.
One more week, and it shall end.
With glory, hopefully.

Things To-Do after Exam

To be done in December...

• Watch movie - Harry Potter
• Build a bigger cage for Cooper & Connie (arrange a meet up session for both of them)
• Visit Universal Studio, Marina Bay (gotta remember to bring passport back)
• Snap a nice picture of somewhere, someone, something
• Start on my graduation exercise
• Shop for a bikini to be used in Langkawi Trip  (have to start diet before this)
• Get a well-designed diary for year 2011
• Prepare presents to celebrate Christmas!

小故事的感动

最近爱上了短文章, 总喜欢有意无意地去搜索些小故事来看看。

或许年纪大了吧，哈哈。 需要凭借着别人的故事来感受那一瞬间的感动与心痛。

有些故事会说到你心坎里去，让心不自觉的纠在一起。

会很痛很痛，痛得让人感觉自己还是活着的。

有些故事会把你牵引入内，让你甜蜜得不得了。

会心动，会哭得一把鼻涕一把眼泪。

（有那么严重吗?!)

有的有的，这就是作者存在的意义。

把现实与虚拟连接在一起，让人以虚拟的方式抚平现实的伤口。

这就跟作词，作曲，编剧家的存在是一样的吧！

很可悲，却也是最贴切的形容。

所以啊，假设你有什么不开心的事，不妨也找个故事看一看发泄一下下。

累了，哭了，倦了，闷了，睡了，心也自然会松了些。

夜了，该睡了，不然又要被骂了嘿嘿
晚安咯 ^^

Its not about money, its about pride

Since I haven't been blogging for a few weeks, there should be a lot of things waiting to be written.

Well... My mind is blank. Another one week away from the final exam.

To be frank, I've yet to turn on my study mood.

Lots of friends have been asking, 'How's your study?'

I answered, 'Not yet start =)'

Friends said, ' Don't lie la!'

=____=

I'm not a hardworking student la.

I study last minute. Real last minute.

Why is that so? Because my memory doesn't last long.

If you allow me to do some readings before asking a question, I'll be able to answer your doubts perfectly.

If you ask me a question out of a sudden, sorry, I have no idea.

It wasn't the first time leaving my books unopened eventhough exam is near.

It might be the same usual case --> my mood is still off.

However, somehow rather, I feel that something is different this time.

I lost the motivation. Nothing seems to drive me to open my books.

This is not good.

I thought I would be determined to score for first class in order to waive the RM19500 loan.

I kept telling myself, score in exam and you shall get a car for free (in other way of interpreting).
It doesn't work. =_______=

I recalled the high school period. I was a normal student getting normal grades.

I wanted to quit schooling.

What drives me to study hard for STPM and continue to university level then?

I wondered, and got the answer finally.

It was a decision triggered by anger, as people were looking down on me due to the complicated family background back then.

Yup, I've prove myself and let them shut up. I smell the different way of being treated.

It's cruel, but realistic enough too.

Perhaps I've forgotten those awful memories.

I've been placing myself on the top of the mountain for too long, to the extent that I forgot the feelings of being dumped at the bottom.

It's all right. I shall remembered them and pick myself up again.

The intention to waive the loan isn't strong enough to encourage me, I concluded.

It is the feelings of being looked down by relatives, friends' family, polices, bank officers, parents' friends etc ect etc.

I would never ever allow the same scenes to be replayed.