It's Football, again.

People were talking about Malaysia winning the Suzuki Cup today.

Not much of football knowledge possessed, but I do understand this news will indeed bring some excitement.

Judging from the hoorays and honks that I heard from my 12th floor apartment.

Never know that Malaysians are actually quite concern of our national team performance =)

6 years old ... Some football match with Msia involved was on TV.

Mum shut it off and say, 'There isn't a need to watch since we can already predict the result.'

16 years later, people were gathering in mamak to watch the match, with cheering and hoo-haa-ing for the Msia team.

Perhaps we are already undergoing some major psychological change throughout all these years, particularly thru the sports area?

This reminds me of one of the importance of sports that was stated in my secondary textbook which I did not understand that time -- to unite the nation.

Hmmm....

The Fourth Time on my Ear

For the fourth time in my life, I've pierced my ear AGAIN.
Would I finally be able to wear earrings from now on?
We shall see =)

P.S.: As I'm growing older, the pain seems to be getting more serious.
Wouldn't say it's killing me, but it's rather torturing.
Cassie need a hug ='3

Bits of Chilling

The exam has finally come to an end.

It's time to start on unfinished works T_T

Let's just reserve a few days for fun and dates, and I shall start on those serious stuff.

This small tiny little demand is quite reasonable isn't it?

First stop for tomorrow! Watch a movie - Harry Potter

Second stop for Thursday! Shop for pretty stuff

Third stop for Friday! Visit the Motor Show in PWTC

and... Finally, back to JB on Saturday to meet my loves one ^^

Exactly one more week and it shall end, with glory, hopefully.
The revision weekS has been really too long and it defitnitely has gone into the diminishing return theory.
2 more papers to go.
One more week, and it shall end.
With glory, hopefully.

Things To-Do after Exam

To be done in December...

• Watch movie - Harry Potter
• Build a bigger cage for Cooper & Connie (arrange a meet up session for both of them)
• Visit Universal Studio, Marina Bay (gotta remember to bring passport back)
• Snap a nice picture of somewhere, someone, something
• Start on my graduation exercise
• Shop for a bikini to be used in Langkawi Trip  (have to start diet before this)
• Get a well-designed diary for year 2011
• Prepare presents to celebrate Christmas!

小故事的感动

最近爱上了短文章, 总喜欢有意无意地去搜索些小故事来看看。

或许年纪大了吧，哈哈。 需要凭借着别人的故事来感受那一瞬间的感动与心痛。

有些故事会说到你心坎里去，让心不自觉的纠在一起。

会很痛很痛，痛得让人感觉自己还是活着的。

有些故事会把你牵引入内，让你甜蜜得不得了。

会心动，会哭得一把鼻涕一把眼泪。

（有那么严重吗?!)

有的有的，这就是作者存在的意义。

把现实与虚拟连接在一起，让人以虚拟的方式抚平现实的伤口。

这就跟作词，作曲，编剧家的存在是一样的吧！

很可悲，却也是最贴切的形容。

所以啊，假设你有什么不开心的事，不妨也找个故事看一看发泄一下下。

累了，哭了，倦了，闷了，睡了，心也自然会松了些。

夜了，该睡了，不然又要被骂了嘿嘿
晚安咯 ^^

Its not about money, its about pride

Since I haven't been blogging for a few weeks, there should be a lot of things waiting to be written.

Well... My mind is blank. Another one week away from the final exam.

To be frank, I've yet to turn on my study mood.

Lots of friends have been asking, 'How's your study?'

I answered, 'Not yet start =)'

Friends said, ' Don't lie la!'

=____=

I'm not a hardworking student la.

I study last minute. Real last minute.

Why is that so? Because my memory doesn't last long.

If you allow me to do some readings before asking a question, I'll be able to answer your doubts perfectly.

If you ask me a question out of a sudden, sorry, I have no idea.

It wasn't the first time leaving my books unopened eventhough exam is near.

It might be the same usual case --> my mood is still off.

However, somehow rather, I feel that something is different this time.

I lost the motivation. Nothing seems to drive me to open my books.

This is not good.

I thought I would be determined to score for first class in order to waive the RM19500 loan.

I kept telling myself, score in exam and you shall get a car for free (in other way of interpreting).
It doesn't work. =_______=

I recalled the high school period. I was a normal student getting normal grades.

I wanted to quit schooling.

What drives me to study hard for STPM and continue to university level then?

I wondered, and got the answer finally.

It was a decision triggered by anger, as people were looking down on me due to the complicated family background back then.

Yup, I've prove myself and let them shut up. I smell the different way of being treated.

It's cruel, but realistic enough too.

Perhaps I've forgotten those awful memories.

I've been placing myself on the top of the mountain for too long, to the extent that I forgot the feelings of being dumped at the bottom.

It's all right. I shall remembered them and pick myself up again.

The intention to waive the loan isn't strong enough to encourage me, I concluded.

It is the feelings of being looked down by relatives, friends' family, polices, bank officers, parents' friends etc ect etc.

I would never ever allow the same scenes to be replayed.

We had this Conversation during Lecture...

-上课中-

菁一直动来动去，不能安静地听课。

我：你真的是静不下来的厚！=.=
菁：对咯！我不可以像你们酱叻，就是要有动点东西。
我：如果用电影来形容你，你就是一部动作片。
菁：Haha。。。酱你叻?
我：我是文艺片！Hahahaha。。。
菁：你应该是恐怖片！
我：Huh？！为什么？
菁：因为你静静酱，突然间发飙就很可怕！跟恐怖片一样，前面静静地，后面就会突然吓你！Hahahaha。。。
我：。。。

P/S：Sir，我们不是故意要在上课时玩的~

The Ultimate Food Challenge

We happened to take part in the food eating competition in Sunway Pyramid ^^ 

Initially the participants were only me and Ms Leong, but the 2 supporters who came later, cch and yb, got themselves in the challenge too! 

Our Challenges of the Day!

12 Cup Cakes ^^
(cupcake Chic)

Burger with French Fries
(32 Bistro)

Octopus
(Robot Sushi)

At the end of the day...

We were not the winners.

But we got more than what we expected!

- Food Voucher worth RM430 in total

- 20 Cupcakes

- 2 Pepsi

For the AIESEC UM

In less than 12 hours, I'm going to attend the AGM meeting of AIESEC UM, officially passing my position to my successor. At first, this kind of meeting is just like another official meeting to me, don't really have much feelings for it. My initial plan was to skip this AGM since it doesn't concern me much.

However, while preparing for the annual report for my department, lots of memories keep flashing back. I remember how passion I was, how many I've went through to gain the position, how many times I've had the idea of resigning. By the time I finished writing the report, I've decided to attend this meeting to read out the report myself. It might seems a bit foolish, but somehow I do feel a bit sad.

At the end of the report, there's some thank you note. Just in case some will be absent tomorrow (I'm sure there are), here's a quick peek into the last part of my annual report =)

"Being in the Executive Board 2009/2010 is one of the greatest experiences in my life. We worked and discussed till late night. We laughed at each other and had fun together. We had conflicts, yet all these turned out to be memorable moments.

The OGX team had brought 10 great individuals together. I met 3 great friends and teammates, April, Kai Ting, Jun Ming, thank you for sharing my workload. To all the OGeez, I hope the experience of being in the team has brought some positive impacts in your life. We would not be able to send anyone out for exchange without you. Thank you for staying in the team until the end. I am proud to see that all of you decided to continue your AIESEC journey.

To team 2010/2011, especially my successor, Loong Sok Sim, I wish you a great year ahead. There may be moments that you would like to give up, if there is, think of those obstacles that you’ve came through and overcame. Numerical goals are important, but it is not as important as those lessons and friendship you have gained throughout the journey."

Signing off,
Cassandra Keng
Vice President of Outgoing Exchange 2009/2010
AIESEC University of Malaya

Random Idea in Class

Venue: DK 1, Econ Fac
Lecture: History of Economic Thoughts
Learning: Hicks-Hansen IS-LM Theory
Reason of Blogging: Trying to keep myself awake

Dessert Time!

Green Tea Ice Cream topped with Red Bean!
Had this in Shogun Japanese Buffet Restaurant, Sunway Pyramid.
This is the devil that always attract me to revisit besides the Shashimi =D

Taro Ball Snowflake topped with Yam, Red Bean & Pearls!
Had this in Snowflake, Subang.
Used to have this almost everyday in Taiwan. Luckily one of my friends found this and brought us there ^^ 
Love the taro balls (made with yam)!

Virgo

Source: Somewhere from Facebook
Reason of posting? This is damn accurate. Hehe =P

都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为“状态”。处女座状态好的时候，可以将 自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本 非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症) 因为同为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。
很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。
他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节 好了以后再出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。
所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.

而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的"处女座的人最喜欢若即若离"。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你 （可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。
正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。

关于“洁癖”——并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的“完美”格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。
关于“花心”——一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一 旦找到心中真爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘（一是责任感所致，二是怕麻 烦）。

关于“聪明”——不似双子灵活机巧，不象水瓶创意非凡，也不是天蝎的那种计画周密，处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流 的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力，处女座想不聪明都难。没事少在处女座面前信口开河，随意撒谎，很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透；也别跟他们玩什么心计，你玩不过 他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论，他们没理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。
关于“单纯”——处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的， 宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。
关于“幽默”——都说处女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧，你会体会到什么是冷幽默，什么是真正的幽默，而并非品位低俗的搞笑。

关于“迟钝”——别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来，在你说好的一瞬间，他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果（通常是消极后果）了。他们总是想得太多，绝非想得太慢。
关于“自私”——处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。

关于“逃避”——由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕 落自己，这种状况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起 作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。
关于“内涵”——处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训，不断学习，取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握，而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的，将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。
处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，处女座喜欢这样 来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。
处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。 处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。 处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

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A Letter from God

Got an interesting email today. Kinda meaningful.  Hope you'll enjoy too! 

To:             YOU  Date:            TODAY  From:           GOD  Subject:       YOURSELF  Reference:   LIFE  This is God.  Today I will be handling All of your problems for you..  I do Not need your help.  So, have a nice day.  I love you.  P.S.  And, remember...  If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself!  Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME.  All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours.

Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it.  Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work; think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine. 

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them!

It's hot!

今天，整个kl弥漫着烤炉般的温度。
原本以为是自己的错觉，看了看Facebook 才知道我不是唯一的抱怨者。
处处可见朋友在埋怨着这讨人厌的天气。 

此时此刻，在这重要的季节，冷气机居然。。。不、能、用！
 如果这温度持续，我们家就面临天大的危机了~人们会脾气暴躁，Cooper & Connie 的水瓶会见底，洗衣量会增加。。。etc etc

 冷气机，回来吧！！

 *想念台湾的秋冬季节 T_T

Night of Economists



After few months of work, the FEA night has finally happened, and ended successfully. 45 tables, wonderful performances, attractive gifts, well known VIPs, and most importantly, positive feedbacks were never expected, even by myself. I believe the night is the best testimony for those who have put in effort to make it happen. I saw those sparks in their eyes, mixed with feelings, really.

Once again, my Doddle did a wonderful job. Day by day, it amazed me with what he can do. I gotta admit that he is the main culprit that put the prom king & queen into the trap. He is the one that lured people to take portrait pic alone without knowing we are submitting their names for the prom king/queen candidates xD

After the dinner ended, we did not went back home straight for rest. In fact, bunch of people went for clubbing in Ministry of Sound together (thanx to the 50 complimentary tickets!)

9 hours of high heels can definitely kill women. I'm so gonna boycott them for another 1 whole year.

I designed my own webpage

After almost 13 weeks, the day for us to submit our very own webpage has finally arrived!

Do take a tour to CassiePW!

You'll find Cooper being the top model.

Hehe

Home Baked Chocolate Chip Cookies

After much consideration, we've decided to sell this on our Entrepreneurship Day!
Hopefully everything will turn out well and profit will be gained =)

I always feel proud of myself whenever doing all these promotional materials designing job =]

Lights Went Off

8.20pm - Reach home with roomie.

8.25pm - Rommie went out for date. Home alone. Feed Cooper & Connie.

8.30pm - Lock the room. Take shower. Light goes off. O.M.G.

*Lost for 10 mins*

Self-analysis: Its totally dark. Other units are fine. The lights went off while I'm taking shower. Rommie just went out. Digi server is down, I can't call/receive call as smooth as usual.

Self-conclusion: Someone sneaked in. Cut off the electricity. Trying to lure me out of the room. I should not step out of the room.

For a few minutes, struggling whether to call roomie or not, she shouldn't be too far from house.

But, will this pissed her bf off again?

8.40pm - Finally pick up the courage to call roomie. Phone got through after several attempts.

*Roomie on her way back.

9.00pm - Roomie reach home. Its just a 'jump' problem. Reconnect the electricity. Roomie's bf walked off.

9.05pm - Roomie went out.

9.10pm - Lights goes off AGAIN. What?!!

Self-analysis: It's a jump again. Heard a guy's voice, someone is at the corridor beside the wet kitchen. No matter how helpless I am, cannot call roomie, they'll argue again. I MUST NOT DO SO.

Self-conclusion: Even if I'm attacked, I need someone to know I'm in trouble.

9.15pm - Call bf. Phone got through after another several attempts. No one answered.

*Lost for 30 mins*

A list of names went through my mind. Suddenly realized that I have no one else to call for help. Sitting silently in room, all sorts of bad scenarios kept flocking into my mind.

9.50pm - Bf called. Picked up the call. Finally have the courage to walk out of the room to reconnect the electricity. Phew.

Conclusion: Time to overcome own fear of darkness and get rid of the extraordinary imagination.

You might be wondering why am I making such a big fuss of it.

Read this.

Suppose that you're staying in an apartment where someone got killed at the car park, with 1 female roommate staying with you only, with your unit at the end of the corridor with more than 20 foreign workers staying at the opposite unit, always disturbed by unknown strangers while taking lift, experienced reaching home during midnight to discover someone sneaked into your house.

Would you not call someone for safety purpose?

When it comes to alone on a dark night, I gotta admit that I've become more suspicious after Bobby is gone.

After all, there isn't any bark-to-alert anymore.

The Apple is in the Town!

Everyone is crazy for the iPhone 4 seeing that it is launched in Msia, finally.

Somehow all the advertisements captured my sight and so, me too, went to Maxis and Digi to check out this little devil's price. The result is.... Oh my GOD!

I gotta admit that I did have some little tiny hope that I might be able to afford it with all those 24 months monthly installments and yada yada.....

But seriously, as a economic student, being 'economically', it can't maximize my utility with the budget constraint. LOL

Not only that. With all my friends and family who are in Spore owning an iPhone easily, it made me realized even more that owning one in Msia is really not worth the price.

Just compare the price in both countries and you'll see the reason.

Maybe these 'friends and family' are the culprits who triggered my young tiny little hope.

So friends and family, stop showing how good it is ok? Haha

All right, all right, I promise to control my expenses on electrical items.
After all, I have my own unique ultimate combination =

Sony Ericsson + Canon + iPod Touch

Isn't this same as iPhone? Its just that this one has an added ability to split into 3 different components =P 

Connie is here!

Well, as mentioned above, Cooper got himself a new girlfriend/sister/wife/rommie/best friend *although not sure whether there are sparks between them, but Connie is a pretty girl for sure ^^ They've yet to meet each other since Connie is having some hair loss problem and so temporary separation is needed. Hopefully they'll get along and pls, do not over-produce.

Love Letters

I always love

to receive

LOVE LETTERS

Nonono... not this.

This is the one I love!

Chocolate flavour please

Hehe =P

Coddie or Connie?

Going to collect another companion for Cooper tomorrow. =D
Yet to know whether its a boy or girl, but have managed to figure out a name for him/her.

If you're a boy, your name is Coddie

If you're a girl, your name is Connie

Cooper & Coddie

or

Cooper & Connie

?

The 1234 Done in JB

One

movie watched in Jusco Tebrau;

Two

night-walkings in Danga Bay;

Three

times driving pass City Square without visiting it;

Four

shopping malls visited within one day;

However, none of the above events are captured by my Doddle.

*sigh*

Bee = 蜜蜂

蜜蜂的特征：
勤劳工作，摘取花蜜帮助滋润，可是一旦用它的刺扎了人，不但伤害了自己，也伤害了别人。
所以绝对别让你的蜜蜂有伸出刺的那一天。
蜜蜂：别乱把刺伸出来噢


*Translation provided!


The Characteristics of Bee:
Hardworking, help in moisturizing? LOL
However, once the bee used its sting to hurt someone, it'll hurt both party including itself.
So, don't ever let your Bee have the chance to show its sting =]
Bee: Don't ever simply expose your sting ya.

Goldie Goldie Goldie

Proudly introduce.........

Goldie the dog!

*Sad to say he's not mine. He belongs to the Leong's family.

Don't la keep your dog in the cage. Pity boy =(

When We Get Together

Its always about

Updates and Gossips!

Place? Tappers Cafe in Jaya One

2nd Round!
*After Tappers Cafe is closed
Place? Old Town

Notes:- Leaving to JB in the next few hours, gonna bid goodbye to internet for 2 weeks T_T

May You Rest in Peace

One afternoon, a lady from the company which has been sponsoring my education expenses called.

Lady: May I speak to Cassandra?

Me: Yes, speaking.

Lady: I'm calling from XXX company. Can you send us a copy of your recent exam result slip as we would like to issue the cheque for your upcoming semester fees.

Me: I've emailed it to Ms X.

Lady: Hmm...Can I know when did you do so?

Me: I think it was in early July.

Lady: Ermm...I'm sorry to inform you that Ms X has passed away last month. I'll be taking over your case from now.

Ms X has been liasing with me on my education fees for 2 years. I never knew that she got breast cancer until she added me on FB one day. Never did I expect that her illness is at a very serious stage. I only come to realise that when she has been taking leave just to be admitted into the hospital.

Thank you for everything.

May you rest in peace.

One day after that

My birthday CAKE! ^^

Obviously, I'm 22 years old *sob sob*

Notes:- A 'surprise' party were supposed to happen. However, with Ms Leong around, nothing can run away from my eyes. The whole thing happen without surprise and all the involved party were blaming each other.

LOL.....

22nd!

On the 26 Aug 2010, my life has reached to a 1/3 if my expected life span is 60+ years old. Not much of celebration this year but manage to receive blessings from those who care though.

When you reach to a certain age, presents is not much of what you desire already. What you really want is just a simple birthday greetings from friends and family.

Millions of thanx to those who sms, left msg on FB, and especially those who call from US and Kedah!

LOL =P

Still, birthday cake is a MUST for Cassie ^^

Since its the only chance to excuse myself not to go on diet. Haha

Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe!

Half-way eaten T_T

Going to finish.... T_____T

24 Aug to 28 Aug, days to be remembered ^^

Hand-made card from Ms Leong with blessings from all over the world =D

Hugz and kisses for all of you who have made this a wonderful time!

Remarks:-
Got a surprise party from cc, joo, apr & ms leong on the 27th Aug '10.
Will blog on this when I got the photos. Hehe

21, Bye!

Going to bid goodbye to my 21 years old life in another few hours.
I made a few birthday wishes last year. Some came true, some not.
Gonna give an extension of one year to the same wishes again =)

Anyway, my best friend, knowing that I don't really hope for any present, gave me a treat on Starbucks in Jaya One today! We were planning to go for Secret Recipe cake, who knows there isn't any Secret Recipe outlet there.
I want a big big big infinity cake T_________T

My favourite Green Tea Frappuccino ^^

Thanx~~kisses!

这种又期待又害怕受伤害的感觉是怎么回事？
-倒数两天- >.<

Mess the Kitchen!

Saturday afternoon, 1 uncle and 3 aunties gathered in Sunway for home-cooked food!

*Clapping*

Menu of the Day:

Mashed Potato with Ham

Cabbage with Chili & Shrimp

Cauliflower & Mushroom in Cambell

Shredded Pork with Mushroom

Lotus Root Soup

Fresh Lime Juice

Let's peek into the kitchen!

Aunties preparing ingredients

Uncle preparing juice

Trying my best to reduce the quantity of carrots by stuffing into Cooper's mouth =P

Tada! The main dishes of the day!

Finally ready for dinner after 3 hours of hardwork

In the end, we cooked a table of food which is enough for 7 persons, while there were only 4 of us =________='

After all, it was a great day with lots of home-cooked food. It has been ages since I last enjoyed a table of 'natural delicious mouth-drooling' food. Waiting for the next round! 

Sentences

I kept recalling this sentence recently, which I used to discuss with my best friend.

"When someone left our life, god will eventually send another one to step into our life."

At first, we were just merely discussing this and agreed that it really applies to our life.
Now, I'm totally agreed to this.
It seems like a cycle where god will always be fair to you.

The 'left' here doesn't mean that particular person passed away or dissappeared, it can be refering to merely less contacts or there is other more important person to attend to.

And I guess, this sentence not only applies to one 'whole' person, it includes the absence of 'half' of the person.
When half of the person which was in your life left, god will also send another person by 'half' to you.
Its just like a process of 'refilling' until its full tank.

Try to think about it and see whether it applies to you as well.
If  it does, don't ever say that god is unfair =)

One of my friend keep reminding me,
"Don't find because you want, but find when you feel its the time to find."

Seems like a really no-meaning-sentence, but did give me some insight to step back & rethink.
Thanx ya friend =)

Now I know what's the meaning of being a normal undergraduate.
Not to be free of heavy work load or packed schedule, but to be away from family financial problem.
Yes, I understand you do not want to be bothered with all these problems.
Yes, I understand you depend a lot on me.
Yes, I understand you are not blaming me.
Yes, I understand you have other problems to deal with.
As though I like to be bothered with all these huh?
I do not want to take charge. I do not want to be depended, at least not by you.
We're not losing a life now, what's the point of yelling and making everyone frustrated?
Its just such a simple small problem.
You still haven't change after all these years.
The devil is still there. Get rid of it, I beg you.

Klang趴趴走

The advertisement of photography competition organized by Canon and i-City caught my eyes weeks ago. Wanted to visit that place and try my luck.

So, a day trip is organized on the Saturday, 6 persons, all squeezed into Ms Leong's car, and here we go!

What else to eat in Klang but Bat Kut Teh?

Not many of us really know how to play this.
So I'm the winner of the day! =D

These young girls found their childhood favorite game.

Freshly-steamed fish head RM 22

Reach i-City!
Love this pic alot =)

This 'let it snow'man is in a 'high demand' status.

They're really good in posing. LOL

All trees are taken =P

This couple keep forcing the little handsome guy to take pic with them. Haha

At the end of the day, around 300 photos were taken *O.M.G.*

My models were so good in posing to the extend that passerby keep stopping around and 'watch' us as though we're shooting for some sort of special event.

I heard a mother telling her children,

'See how gor gor jie jie pose! Come, learn from them then I take photo for you.'

LOL..... 

Had a great day with this bunch of people =)

Back on track

It's time to get myself back to the busy life.

Remember me saying that I wanna get back to normal undergraduate life?

Well, its way too boring and I become lazy with just going for lectures & yum cha everywhere.

Guess I've been so used to the packed schedule for the previous 2 years, felt so empty seeing my diary left with lots of empty spaces.

AIESEC? No thanx, I've got what I want from there.

Its time to throw myself into a different channel.

So yup, got myself involve back to faculty's activities. Our course mates are determine to revive back our Economics Society. I thought, why not join as well and give a helping hand?

It'll be another type of experience though.

One week passed after the committee is selected, got the sponsorship dept which I hate so much.

Dealing with externals is always my weakness and nightmare.

Another challenge from fate huh?

We'll see how =)

This remind me of those days when the freshies were newly recruited into my team. Out of 13 members, 9 resigned and only 4 stayed on till the end.

Luckily, at the end of the day, I still have a team of 10 lovely people.

*although some of them joined accidentally...haha.

Anyway, still feel blessed for this 'suffering yet challenging' position that bring us together. I would never expect this unexpected friendship with 'the one who washed the cup by the drain ' & 'the one who only stick with leng lui'.

Back to the topic, out of 8 team mates this time, how many would I be left with?

Have a mixed feelings of excitement & 'preparing for the worst'.

Wish me good luck!