The Lonely Pool

Even though knowing the story's ending, still can sense the heart squeezing feelings.
Haven't been visiting the swimming pool for quite some time.
Time to go for swimming again, clear off the irritating mind.

168 Hours Left

One more week to PC Fair! So eager for it.
Pleaseeeee let this week pass by as soon as possible.
I'm afraid my account is gonna dry out by then.

7 days x 24 hours =
168 hours left to meet my next long-term partner ^^

Dear (shall be named soon), wait for me ya *kisses*

Movie Month!

Have been watching quite a lot of movies lately (*in the cinema). I guess this has certainly encourage the movie industry but create a blow to the illegal DVDs industry. =P

When I listed down all the movies, can't believe that I've actually watched 5 movies in less than 1 month's time. Impressive...

Out of all the latest movies above, I like Despicable ME and Inception the most!

Two very different kind of movies huh.

If you like 'UP!' & 'How to Train Your Dragon', definitely you're gonna loveeee 'Despicable Me'.

Give you 5 stars! ^^

Google寻亲记

在网路上google了一下我的名字 - 龚薇婷。
每当我说出我的华语名，难免多了些‘啊？哈？什么？’
没办法，就现代人来说，这名字是稀奇了点。

回到重点，这个google竟然让我发现小学同学的踪迹。
原来她竟然把当年全班同学的名字都记了起来, 实在是佩服佩服！
参考一下：http://huan-jun.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!57919433BE88FF7F!3433.entry?sa=367328687

话说当年，大部分的同学都选择去了宽中就读。
只有几只小猫-包括我，去了Sek Men Keb.
而我更是当年全校唯一一个去了Convent JB，所以久而久之就和小学同学断了联系。
现在回想起，还真是感触良多啊！

好了，不多说。纯粹想试试自己的华文程度。
没想到，老当益壮嘛！哈哈 ^^

It's a Scorpio!

It's a Scorpio!

*Grin*

^o^

Saturday's Outing

After one week of separation from my beloved roomate, we finally got the chance to go out and have some fun (though with some obstacles faced). Got ourselves with McD Value Meal Lunch before going back to uni to visit old friends.

Went to our usual shopping place - Sunway Pyramid for some window shopping. Using all my strengths to give 'the really obvious hints' that my birthday is coming soon. LOL

Roomate: Don't forget my birthday ya! =P

Went to Sakae Sushi for dinner as well.

Look at the picture!

Their tea is the main reason that always attract us to go back for food. It's not like usual green tea that just have the 'tea smell'.

In fact, they have a mix of roasted rice inside the tea bag.

For tea lovers, do try it if you got the chance! =)

Short Pain is better than Long Pain

A friend told me that she met me the other day in XXX place when I was with XXX friend.
The shocking part is, she's not the only one there.
In fact, it was a whole gang of housemates, which are from my faculty.
*O.M.G.*

My outer reaction is: "Oh is it? Why didn't come over to say hi?"
*In a really calm tone*

My inner feeling is : 'WHAT????!!! Oh no, what the.... xxxx??"
*Praying hard to God that this is just a dream*

I'm really good in hiding my true feelings huh.
Perhaps has been well-trained after all these years of battling with adults.

Not to say that I really want to hide 'something-that-they-think-it-is' from friends.
Its just... you really wouldn't want to admit it if you were not having a nice memories with the involved party.
Got it?

I know I might be too harsh this time.
Well, by quoting the Chinese's saying,
'Short Pain is better than Long Pain'
*Kindly seek advice from your Chinese friend if problem faced in understanding this phrase. Its quite useful in daily life! =)

Let's just hope that this incident remain as a secret forever and after.

Mon, Tue, Wed, Thurs, Friday!

Spent the last 2 days with April & Cooper accompanying me.

Thank you April for willing to spend overnight!

*Muakz* =D

Have tried to imagine the days when Ms Leong is not around.

Not a surprise, I have heard more than 10 times:

"Ms Leong lerrr??"

Lol...and so I've repeated the answers more than thousand times.

Guess the most unforgetable part is that people regards me as the agent/soul/representative of Ms Leong.

Everyone seems to take my decision as the order from her. Hahaha...

Its like, "Ask Cassie (Ms Leong will agree once Cassie agree)."

While they're looking at me, I can even 'see' the glow in their eyes as though looking at Ms Leong. =P

Is this a good thing or bad thing?

*wondering*

Listen, always

This is a story about a boy, named Carls.

Carls is an emotional boy. He has the habit of writing down all of his feelings, sad feelings to be specific.

He can write it down everywhere. Let it be diary, school notes, handphone saved messages, iPod Notes, or just a little piece of paper that he picked up from floor.

As technology has become more advanced nowdays, he discovered that he can actually write it down on a blog. But Carls is an introvert as well.

He don't wish others to know his weakness.

He don't wish others to think that he is childish, depending and unreasonable.

Yet, he can't stop writing. Its just the only way for him to express his sadness or dissatisfaction without hurting others.

So what Carls did is, he blog, but without publishing them.

He kept them in draft.

In this way, it'll always remain as a secret.

A secret that Carls has tried to unveil it to the world, yet remained unknown.

Guess this is why Wordpress came out with a function of 'hidden posts'.

There are too many Carls in this world.

Eager to let others know his inner feelings yet afraid to open up his heart.

If you are Carls, look carefully, there is always someone there who is willing to listen to you.

If you are Carls's friends, don't ever assume that he'll be fine alone. He just need a listening ear.

If you are too busy finding your own happiness, just spare a few minutes to talk to Carls.

Don't let him close up his heart, again.

Listen, always.

What the Horo and Tarot said

Sometimes you'll just be really amazed of what the daily horoscopes and tarot readings said.
Perhaps I can always find a way to link it back to my daily life, therefore believing it making sense.
But why not just give it a try and start believing it yourself too?
Not to be superstitious or over-depending on it.
Its just to encourage and giving you some excuses on your bad encounters of the day =)

Stop It

Seriously, don't quarrel anymore.
Don't bang the doors and windows.
Just give a dead shot.

Letters to 'whom shall not be named'

Going to spent the following one week alone at home while my dearest roomate will be going to a 'camping session'.

Just the thought of it really freaks me out. Despite the loneliness feeling, the most scary part is to stay at home alone during the night time.

Yayaya... I know I'm such a coward. T____T

Let's just hope that nothing big and scary will happen during this one week.

Dear cocroaches, pls stay in ur home sweet home while I'm at home. If you need food, do utilise the time while I'm out.

Dear thieves, pls don't target at my house again. If you want to visit, pls knock & come in from the front door.

Dear neighbours, pls don't argue/quarrel/make loud noise at night. If you really need to sort it out, pls do it during the day time.

Dear friends, if you have nothing to do at home, do come visit me.

Feel free to stay overnight as well as I do not dare to.......*sob sob*.... you all know la.

Web Authoring, here I come!

Have been wanting to take some self-improvement class on web design or photography-related. However, never got the chance to do so.

Today, I have no idea whether its fated to be or god's good will, I'll be taking the course 'Web Authoring' in this semester!!

Yeah~~~ *Dancing around*

Thanx to the Financial Economics lecturer for being so stubborn, refused to adjust the tutorial time, forcing us to drop the Macroeconomics III, and hence, we are 'forced' to take up this course. Guess I'm the only one excited for this class. Haha. Not that I forced my friends to take it 'together-gether', as I said, "It's fated to be!" Gymnasium? Clashed with other paper. Nono! Aerobics? Class full! Sorry. Olympic Handball? What's that?? Ms Leong did argued back, "Why do you want to learn this when you're more skilled than the lecturer?"

Isn't this a little bit too proud or over-confident??? =P

Therefore, before I go to bed, I want to thanx all the people involved in making this happen. Hopefully the lecturer who'll be teaching this lovely course will be more 'mastered' than me. Pls pls pls pls pls do not make Ms Leong's statement to become valid.

Monday 5pm, don't let me down ya!

Thank you lovely god. Have a nice dream!

Hugs & kisses =)

广东话之谜

朋友A讲：‘有时候，自私未必系坏事。’ 朋友B讲：‘但系我过唔到自己这关。’ 如果你只系听到这段对话，你觉得昛地讲紧麽叻？

12 July 2010

First day of the new semester start.

A day with the mix of good and bad news.

Bad news is I have to start seeking new supervisor for my thesis again due to 'unforeseen circumstances'.

Why is it that my six sense is always so accurate? T__T

Now in a complete dilemma of what, who, where & how to start.

Good news is .... *smile* he called!

Hate myself to be exicited for this, but who cares?

I'm not going to let myself regret again.

Let it be short-term or just-for-entertainment purpose, life is short =)

World Cup Fever

Another 4-5 hours for the World Cup result to be known. Going to mamak later at 2.30am just to watch the final with friends, when the next day is the start of my new semester.

Another crazy item to be added to list? Haha. Not a football fan myself, but somehow got influenced when so many people are talking about it. I'm a person who will get excited no matter which team going to goal. Someone told me that its weird to be exicited when the team you're not supporting going to have a goal. However, still unable to control the exicitement, merely because I just like to watch the match. Not so much into the result. Before the Germany-Spain match start , I prefer Germany, so I predicted the result to be 2-1. While the match is on-going, someone 'forced' me to support Spain. I wasn't even allowed to be nervous/excited when Germany seems to get a goal. Haha. When Spain did won in the end, don't know for what reason, I'm happy for the result. Guess I'm really someone who have no guts & support whoever the companion support.

So tonight, if you asked me which team I'm supporting, my answer will be:

"I like Netherlands, but I think Spain will win."

Why?

"Because the Octopus said so." =P

Deep inside my heart?

'I like Netherlands because I know 2 charming Dutch from there, but I guess I'm going for Spain, as someone did 'forced' me to do so successfully' =)

The Instant Solution

Know that shouldn't let myself get depressed, yet it's too difficult to control.

Luckily the drama allow me to have a perfect excuse to explain my unusual expression.

Certain time its just lack of a bit of time and heart.

Nothing has changed.

Its just when these 2 things reduced, lots of things will get influenced without you realizing it.

I guess it goes the same for most of the people.

When it comes to a time when you feel like shouting loud or taking a few deep breaths, you'll choose the 2nd option.

For me, taking deep breaths has slowly became my daily routine.

Simply because its the most quiet, fast and quick solution.

Fast & quiet enough to hide from everyone's eyes.

A big WHY?

WHY it seems that I've been playing a lot these days? There's some kind of urge to rebel and really enjoy myself. This is soooo...... not right.

A mixed-up Day on Hilltop

Went to Genting for 2 days 1 night trip.

A totally different experience compared to previous visits. Instead of playing in theme park, we choose to play video games, casino & clubbing =P

Video games

Play the throwing balls game to the extent that my right arm is considered semi-broken now. Got 1228 tokens and get to exchange a tumbler, photo frame and pens =)

Casino

Won RM25 on the first day & RM70 on the second day. Luckily we're determined enough to leave the place once we got the winnings. Otherwise most probably we'll end up like those aunties uncles keep sighing beside the gambling table =P

Clubbing

Hmmm... what I can say is, the music and smoke triggered the beer to took over my blood faster than usual. Guess I've been stressed up for too long.

A new item can be added to 'The most craziest things done by Cassie' list.

**Unbelievable expression**

Somehow ended the night by watching World Cup match, Germany vs Spain, with some 'interesting' new friends.

Hopefully didn't bump into anyone who can recognise us ><

p/s: feel a little bit sorry to you, but... you need to be more consistent =/

First penny in Grooming

Few days ago, a Guinea Pig owner contacted me and asked if I know anywhere can help to shower her GP. Well, since I do not know, I gave her the contacts of some shops for her to do the enquiry. Here's the conversation:-

Auntie A: Why not u help me to do it & I'll pay you? Me: I'm not really professional. But I don't mind doing it if you're fine with it. Auntie A: Its ok. Since you have experience in it. Just let me know the price. Me: RM20 including shower, blow dry, nail clipping. Auntie A: Deal! I'll send it over on Tuesday morning. And so... I spent 1 hour today doing the 'Grooming' for the white GP, Bugsy. The owner pay me RM25 in the end =D Quite a good deal in fact. Honestly, its was really dirty and its living place was totally a mess. Hopefully the owner do not neglect the GP just because they got dirty easily. Maybe I can consider doing a part time job by offering Guinea Pig's Grooming Service huh? =P

3 Handphones in 3 Days

2 Jul 2010 - Handphone went into long-term coma. Several attempts on reviving failed. 3 Jul 2010 - Bought a new handphone that costs RM100 ONLY. A Malaysia local brand, CSL. The cheapest handphone I bought in my whole life. Told myself :"Handphone is not important. Save that money to get a new lens." Auntie A :"Be careful that it explode during your sleep." Salesgirl B :"We don't do trade-in for this handphone's brand. Its too.... basic." Uncle C :"Are you sure that phone can do calling??" 4 Jul 2010 - Really not used to it. Sold that RM100 handphone away. Spent RM100 to get a 2nd-hand Sony Erricsson by trading in my old handphone. Luckily that my handphone is awake when the salesman checked it. Never know that its value can still reach RM180. Haha. Lesson from the story? Don't buy something on impulse just because its so cheap =P

Home Alone Part II

Never did I realized that today is already 30th June, the end of my Vice President term, until others keep reminding me about. Kit used Facebook, Chee Keong used phone call (other's phone) & Jolene used SMS. This is just the unique way of them expressing their own feelings. Haha. Can't help myself from thinking: 'This is so~~~Chee Keong'. (for example only ya) Gonna miss those quarreling moments. I guess that is the only place where we can shout at each other but still go out for dinner together 5 minutes later, with jokes and laughter mixed. Now its time to put down all my tasks and get back to my normal undergraduate life. Time for clubbing, trip, shopping, spent more time with friends and family. Anyway, my plan for tonight was actually to meet a friend since I really really really can't stand being alone. Well, he can't make it last minute. You broke your promise. That's it =)