The not so 'Glory' part

The 'not so proud' part of working in a pet shop is to see the animals dying day by day. Most of the mornings will start with issuing 'death certificate' for them. To worsen the snenario, some were injured in a fight and bleeding like hell. You would never want to see their injured parts if you're a pet lover, no matter in what kind of animal. The saddest moment is to see them struggling and suffered but we can't do anything. Today, a hamster - common djengarian is injured. The situation reminds me of Bobby. Even a small animal would fight to keep on living, why not human beings? Right now, the hamster is still struggling to live on. Hope that he/she will make it. Bless you.

Enjoying current work, irritated by previous works

Working in a pet shop is one of the goal that I had years ago.

Never expect it to be realized now.

Tiring yet enjoying the moments when the small animals seems to understand who you are.

Irritation still exists. Not by the current works, but the previous responsibilities where people will only approach you whenever problem arises.

The irritation has become so strong that made me avoiding reading the emails for weeks.

Phew~

How I wish I can just shout at them and say:" You did not pay to hire me, do not take me as a person who work for you." (in a polite way, with a smile ^^)

Another door

Guess I should start blogging again instead of keeping all the things in my i-Pod =)

Lots of things to write but I'm not sure how much do I want people to see them.

Been thinking a lot lately and realized that I've been losing too much things as I always keep my thoughts within myself.

Undeniable, his departure is a turning point for me. The result is no longer important.

The current situation is enough and I believe this is the best way it should be.

Spent no time to probe over the pasts but move on.

This is not about giving up or letting go, this is about opening a new door and believing this door will lead to a longer and infinity path.

I believe it will.

After Exam.... problems!!

Finally... we finished our Stpm exam already... seems like it was only yesterday when i stepped into SIGS for the first time... gonna miss our days there! not the school.... but the friends.... =) it was really a busy month during the exam... me n sook ching went for tuition almost everyday.... we stay there till midnight only go home.... but when come to think bout it now, it wasn't really that tough.... at least there were a bunch of people there studying for SPM n STPM too... so we won't feel lonely... in fact, we had fun there.... went for lunch n dinner here and there together... our tuition teacher even bought us a treat in Mutiara Hotel for Buffet! so touched.... and now everything is over now.... still looking for a job currently... i admit that i'm a bit fussy on picking the job... =P although i'm giving tuition now, i still have a lot of time ... so getting an extra job is the best way to spend my time isn't it?? but..... this come to another problem.... it is kind of awkward if i happen to bump into one of my students right? it'll be worse if i'm working as a waitress or something that i need to 'serve' my own students.... So, can't blame me for being fussy on the jobs.... =P tonight is the night that all my family members will be back in JB... dad come from KL, granma come from Singapore, Sis taking a day off (back from Singapore) , my mum will also be back from Port Dickson.... she has to attend a court case tomorrow morning... i think they'll only go back on wed... so , its gonna be another busy day for me... my mum is persuading me to go back to Port Dickson with her on this wed... so that i can keep her company... but frankly speaking, i don't wish to go... after all she's staying in her boss's house, it wouldn't be nice to stay in other people house for so long right? some more that is her boss's house.... if i leave here, who will be taking care of Bobby? i wonder why my mum is always so happy go lucky.... i think all these problems never cross her mind at all.... sigh.... its not that i'm being unfilial.... of course i wish to keep her company for a few days... but this is gonna create more problems... some matter can't be done easily.... hope that she'll understand this some day.... something else is troubling me right now.... what will happen to Bobby when i go for further studies next year? this house will be left empty ... no one can take care of Bobby.... someone asked me to send him to government adoption centre... but is it reliable? i heard that they will kill the dogs if it is overloading.... (-_-) Bobby is already 13 years old.... who would want to adopt him when he's already having all kinds of illness right now? sigh.... although it's still a long time for me to go for further studies, this problem have to be solved sonner or later.... can't stop myself from thinking bout it....

Trial Results...

It had been quite a while since i finished my STPM trials.... and i got back all my results already... hmmm... better than what i expected, but still not good enough... Economics 93 A (Yeah~~) Business 71 A- (Not Bad...) Maths 76 A- (A Great Improvement) History 65 B+ (Satisfied) P.Am 57 B- (SIGH......) CGPA : 3.47 sigh... this kind of result... its hard to get a place in the U that i wan to be in... and the REAL STPM is coming soon... left one more month only... my turning point in my life is gonna come~~~ the qualifications to enter U is based on the CGPA points... the full points is 4 ( which means scoring an A for every subject)... and i need at least 3.8 to enter 'that U' ( scoring A & A- for every subjects)... besides that, i need a little bit of luck + GOOD LUCK + Miracle.... as its well known that u might go to some ULU ULU U even though you're a straight As scorer.... U ask me WHY?? ask our country's "fair education policy"..... here's my STPM schedule: 19/11 (M) P.Am 1 20/11 (A) P.Am 2 22/11 (A) Maths S 1 26/11 (A) Business 1 27/11 (M) Maths S 2 28/11 (M) Economics 1 29/11 (M) History 1 (A) Economics 2 3/12 (M) History 2 (A) Business 2 *(M) 8.00-11.00 A.M (A) 2.00-5.00 P.M

"Secrets"

I watch the 'secrets' le~~~~ although it was bout few weeks ago ledi... anyhow, its a great and touching movie!!! i watched twice... going to watch for the third time... =P

the movie is really out of my expectations.... the script is great, its flawless... Jay's acting skills improved a lot....

* Bu neng shou de mi mi --->highly recommended ....by me! (^-^)

Test ... test.. test..

Going to have mikro econs test tomoro... and yet i'm still blogging here... sigh...

Juz finish the history test today... but its only paper 1... the question that came out is in my expectations... but still lack of confident in it... can't answer well although i've read bout it... =(

Can i really sit for my Stpm in this state?? A question that without an answer....

National Day's Events

Yesterday, there were some promotions and activities going on in jusco tebrau due to the national day... me, sook ching n sook ching's family went there to 'kepoh'... we stay until 12 midnite to watch the fireworks~ it was really beautiful and amazing~~~!! the feelings is really different when you was sooo~~ near to the fireworks.... but, the ending is quite .... ermmm ... disappointing .... the fireworks ends like very 'sui bian' and no climax... sigh... and the most funny thing is, actually quite a lot of celebraties came to perform too... so they all stand on the stage and sang the 'jalur gemilang' together during the fireworks.... but, as we all know that... everyone is enjoying the fireworks and doesn't pay a single attention to wat they doing.... when it comes to our national favourite slogan "merdeka x 7 times" , the crowd is like.... in silence. :P quite pity them..... Little knowledge: Do u noe why we always have to shout the "MERDEKA" for 7 times?? there were 2 types of explanations. the first explanation is, Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted it 7 times on the 31 Aug 1957 when he announced our independence formaly. It is due to the Malay's religion ---> "7 Tuhan Kepala" they said that Tunku Abdul Rahman is trying to spread this good news to the 7 god and asks for blessing.... the second explanation is some kind of mathematics calculation, which i find it doesn't really convincing.... so no point explaining it... :P i don't noe how true is this.. so we just take it as a small little knowledge k?? oh ya... before the performance starts, i bought a new pair of shoes in padini! it's high heels, in pink, simple and nice... most importantly, the shoes got 50% discount~~! haha... so it only costs me RM25.... =) *My stpm trial starts on next week. So, i guess i won't be online for the next two weeks... SOB~SOB~~

New Blog for Touching Stories!!

I juz created another blog during these few days... its all about some touching stories that i found on the internet... mayb those who read my friendster's blog before might find those stories familiar, as i was actually copying those ... :P haha... meanwhile, i don't have the time to find some other stories.. so juz make do with it k? i'll update that blog when i have the time... reading some stories might help relaxing... so people! spend a few minutes to drop by k???? htttp://www.the-summer-stories.blogspot.com/

i fall sick le...

the weather is soooo~~~ weird.... raining in the morning, hot sun in the afternoon.... no wonder i'll fall sick...( flu + coughing ) after resting for two days, finally i'm energetic again le! (^-^)

those sick days were really bad...i've been eating porridge for 2 days... luckily its quite nice :P now... have to start doing school work le... sigh... its a never ending work... i got 4 sets of econs work... 2 history essay to copy... i wonder when i'll finish it....

jia you!!!!